More COVID Stuff

 It’s taken almost two weeks for me to start feeling relatively better. I still have nasal and chest congestion, although not nearly as bad as before. I also have been experiencing ear congestion for the last few days. Still no fever, thankfully. 

Unfortunately, several members of my family - including my special needs grand nephew - have all recently tested positive. This virus is NO JOKE y’all! Even if you are vaccinated and boosted, as I was, you are susceptible! Stay vigilant. Wear a mask when out in public. And if you do test positive, by all means ask for your medical professional for a PAXLOVID prescription. 

On The Mend

 Finally on the mend, it seems. As moderately severe as my symptoms have been, I shudder to think how bad this could’ve been where I’m not vaccinated and doubly boosted. Having underlying health issues, such as asthma and diabetes, I knew it was inevitable that I would become infected with COVID at some point, regardless of how diligent I was being. I am eternally grateful for modern medicine and our medical community.

COVID

 Well, it took 829 days … but Ms. Rona finally has come to my household. I took a test yesterday as I was feeling a little run down, but it was negative. Woke up today feeling worse, so I tested again. Guess I’m quarantining at home for a while now. 

Narcissistic Much?

 Seriously?!? You’re going to add a ❤️‍🔥 to your Twitter name? Isn’t that supposed to represent burning love and passion for something … OTHER THAN YOURSELF?!?!?  #NarcissisticMuch? (oh yes, I did it, too … at least mine’s legit)

Suspicions

 Suspicions were confirmed. The new “boyfriend” is coming for a visit for his birthday. I want to laugh or cry … can’t decide. But this helps make a decision for me. He’s cut completely out of my life from this day forward.

Adulting

 

Forgiveness

My anger and hurt are still very much at play, but I can’t keep holding on to them. It’s not healthy, especially if I want to heal. I want to let you know that while I still don’t understand why you lied to me and led me to believe you loved me, I forgive you. If you never fully explain to me or apologize to me, that’s your business - not mine. 

I want us to be friends again, but I need time. 

I Should Have Known

One of the signs of being a sociopath is showing ZERO emotion when a relationship you had with someone who loved you unconditionally ends due to your betrayal. I should have seen the signs far earlier than I did. #NeverAgain

What Did I Do Wrong?

 What did I do wrong? Why wasn’t I enough for you? What made you think you had to lie to me and run off to be with someone else? Am I not good looking enough? Too fat? I really need to know. AlI wanted was to be with you and make you happy, but I failed. And I’m not sure how.

Love Is Love